NIKKI8's CalorieKing Blog
Breakthrough??
Monday, June 16th 2008
Good news and bad news.Bad news first, right? Okay, I had to break down and buy size 14 shorts the other day. I was just so tired of only have like 2 pairs of shorts/pants that fit. Tired of having to unbutton the top button when I drive.
Tired of not being able to breathe in my clothes. 
Not fitting into my clothes is really one of the things that I hate the most about gaining weight.When I was super-skinny from being sick, I was a size 10 and towards the end, those were getting...
Running!
Friday, June 13th 2008
I finally ran today! It's been almost a month but I only have pain in my little toe when I bend it. No pain walking or exercising. So I decided I wanted to run. I figured with that time away from it, I would die a half mile into it. My friend warned me to take it easy and not do too much my first run after an injury. So I planned to not do much.But I felt great! I had so much energy during this run, it was wonderful. I did 2 miles and probably could have done another half, at least. ...
Tears
Thursday, June 12th 2008
This morning during my prayer time I just cried and cried. It's not even PMS time or anything. I'm just sick of this stupid struggle I have with food. I hate that my clothes don't fit. That bothers me the most. Even more than how I look, because I actually don't think I look too awful (although I may be in denial). I HATE that my clothes are so tight. It is so discouraging.And I'm so scared to eat healthy. Because I don't want to let myself down. It's like I'd rather stay down in ...
Totally MIA
Tuesday, June 10th 2008
I'm finally back! I've been really busy lately.We had a crazy weekend. My son has been wanting to go camping for weeks, but it's been raining every weekend. Finally this weekend was clear but my husband had a car show on Sunday morning that he really wanted to go to.
So we decided to just go to a KOA campground in town so we could leave early in the morning and get to the show.
Well, so many things went wrong--except it didn't rain, thank goodness. But the campground was right next to...
Compromise
Wednesday, June 4th 2008
Yesterday I got up at 6am but didn't elliptical. I was still feeling sick. I did do my Bible study, prayer and meditation on my ipod.
And I must have still been sick because I took a nap when Carter went down for one and I was so out of it. I went into such a deep sleep that I had trouble waking up. So I think I needed the rest day.
Today I got up and I did do the elliptical and I read my Bible study and prayed while I exercised. That really works well for me and I need to keep telli...