I'm stressed. Looking forward to change. Feel like I've got my "readers" on, 'cause I can't picture past the weekend. Maybe next weekend my vision will get bigger, i'll be ready to set aside the "readers"

Weighed myself this week. Heaviest I've been since 2007. Great time to start again. Or Again and again. and <sigh>

Watched an episode of "House" from season 4 last night (DVD borrowed from library). Finally, I've learned how Wilson's girlfriend Amber died. What a sad and heroic episode. From it I realized I'm tired of good byes. Good byes make me cry. And yet all lives will have their good byes.

Guess its still me, learning to cope with life's paradoxes (paradoxi?).

Okay. Maybe more later when I'm settled into new place.