I threw a party last night - and without going into all the details I put into a thread this morning - I binged for the first time since joining CK this morning.

I felt crappy and was beating myself up about it BIG TIME.

Then I went to they gym and got rid of a bunch of the negative energy on the elliptical. Talking it out with a few friends and CK definitely helped.

But I have to say... 2 very selfish things also contributed to me picking myself up and dusting off.

1) I took a look at a few pictures of myself from last night's party... and I LOVE what I see. I can't wait to keep going with the weight loss!

and

2) I went to a department store today to try and find a bra to go with my new year's dress. Wouldn't you know, I've not only gone down a width and one cup size since joining CK... but I am almost down ANOTHER width and am definitely in a smaller cup.

This is the first time in my life I have ever owned a bra in a "c" cup.

OMG!!!

So yeah... that binge this morning... SO HISTORY!!!!