PLATEOFSTARS's CalorieKing blog
Tuesday, Dec 15 2009 - I'm going to DO this!!
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So I've been hovering the past couple weeks right around 203/202. It has been my biggest goal since starting to lose weight (this time) to get under 200... and by Christmas.
I am seriously kicking myself in the butt because, by god, I'm GOING TO GET THERE by next Friday! Two pounds in 10 days is totally doable, and I AM going to do it.
I know I've been hovering because I haven't been staying as on track as I should be with my calorie counting and haven't been putting in enough gym time.
Also, as I blogged about the other day... I binged on Sunday.
I sat down yesterday and had a real heart-to-heart with myself about what's going on... and I think a big part of it... is fear!
Of course I am so enthusiastically excited to be the slimmest I have ever been, but it also means I'm heading into uncharted waters. I've never been under 195 - not in my adult life anyway and I think the prospect is somewhat overwhelming.
Who will I be? What will people think of me? What will I look like?
Instead of fearing it, I am trying to embrace it.
What a great christmas present to myself to reach my goal... I will NOT let myself sabotage. I just won't.
I am seriously kicking myself in the butt because, by god, I'm GOING TO GET THERE by next Friday! Two pounds in 10 days is totally doable, and I AM going to do it.
I know I've been hovering because I haven't been staying as on track as I should be with my calorie counting and haven't been putting in enough gym time.
Also, as I blogged about the other day... I binged on Sunday.
I sat down yesterday and had a real heart-to-heart with myself about what's going on... and I think a big part of it... is fear!
Of course I am so enthusiastically excited to be the slimmest I have ever been, but it also means I'm heading into uncharted waters. I've never been under 195 - not in my adult life anyway and I think the prospect is somewhat overwhelming.
Who will I be? What will people think of me? What will I look like?
Instead of fearing it, I am trying to embrace it.
What a great christmas present to myself to reach my goal... I will NOT let myself sabotage. I just won't.
2 comments so far.
2.
a decade ago
Nicole, you are so going to make this goal by Christmas!!
Who will you be? You will be you, only healthier!
What will people think of you? They will think that your absolutely stunning and a wonderful person! Just the way we all think of you.
What will you look like? Again...STUNNING!!! You have come so far already and you are only a few pounds away from your Chirstmas goal. Just think how great your going to feel and look in a little black dress for New Years Eve!!
YOU CAN DO IT GIRL!
by TNYBUBBLZ
1.
a decade ago
You can do it!
You have nothing to fear but fear itself.
Kat
by GOODKAT