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Wednesday, Mar 10 2010 - I love you food, accountability and c25k week 6

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Dear Food…

This has been a long in coming letter to you. I’m sorry I’ve had to make some abrupt changes in our relationship. I’m sure you understand. It couldn’t go on like this forever. One of us had to make a change and it seems that you were happy living a stagnant life of just being shoved into my mouth with no thought to how this was going to affect my weight down the road.

I don’t want to hurt your feelings. We’ve been together a long time now. Good times. Bad times. Every holiday together either enjoying each other’s company or over a toilet bowl wishing we’d never seen the likes of one another. You’ve been with me through every break up and every death I’ve had to endure. And yet, here I am letting you know I’m unhappy.

Don’t think of this as goodbye but rather a break until I can figure out how we can have a friendship together. One of mutual understanding. Friends with benefits so to speak. You’ll find someone else to love you the way I did. Trust me…you’re a hard one to resist.

I had a friend ask me today to be their accountability support today.

Me.

I can’t even begin to tell you how honored and shocked I am that someone would think I was deserving of this. People around me are moving more. I’m not forcing them. They’re doing it for themselves. People are reading my blog or seeing me take the stairs and they are following suit. Being on a life changing journey really does start to affect those around you. They start moving more and all of a sudden you feel a sense of responsibility…accountability. People start to ask little things “how did you start” “what’s the name of the podcast” “how do you stay motivated” “can I walk with you” and before you know it they are forging their own journey. It is such an honor to be a part of that. Even if it just for a moment. The more I move. The more you move. The more you move. The more I move. Round and round we go! I want more people to move. People are starting to ask about my runs and what’s my weigh in is going to look like the following Saturday. Talk about incentive. It’s not only about not letting myself down but now it’s about making sure other people aren’t let down as well.

I have another friend that said she walked yesterday because I walk more. So I did the only thing I could think of. I dedicated my c25k run to her today. It was a hard run but I didn’t want to come back and have to say “sorry, I didn’t do it today” There was no motivation during the run. Just determination to get it done for myself and my friend.

Today was the last run that included any type of walking interval mid run.

Did you just read what I wrote?

No more walking intervals from here on out. Friday is 25 minutes. Next week is all 25 minutes sessions. Week #8 is 28 minutes and the last week is 30 minutes.

*deep breath*

Don’t panic.

Never in my life (previous to Dec 29th 2009) did I ever think I’d be this close to running for 30 minutes straight. Week 1 and 2 seem so far away and if I were to run for 60 seconds now, I’d be like “is that it?”…

1 minute 6 weeks ago.

10 x’s that today (twice)

That’s amazing.

To all my friends that are moving a little more today than yesterday…

You’re amazing.

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a decade ago

BRAVO!! You are an inspiration to me and so many others. I graduate tomorrw from c25K and really don't miss the walking...you will find strength you didn't know you had on your runs. ENJOY everyone min, because they are the mins you deserve for yourself! BRAVO!!

by DANKI

DANKI

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a decade ago

I loved today's post!

by MRSDSB

MRSDSB

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a decade ago

Awesome, inspiring post. It's really neat to see how infectious your lifestyle changes have affected other people around you. I can see how you'd get a big boost of motivation and excitement from that, from people asking you to share your 'secrets of success.' And it's neat how some of them are following in your footsteps. It's pretty amazing to imagine that less than 2 months ago you were only able to run for 60 seconds, and now you're about to go into 30 min non-stop runs.

Keep up the good work, you're doing great.

by NEXUSNRG

NEXUSNRG