...Some days are harder to get through than others.

...I still see a 263 pound person in the mirror.

...I was so mad at myself for sleeping in until 7 this morning, after working 15 hours yesterday.

...I don't ease up on myself.

... I don't pat myself on the back more.

...I set myself up for failure before I even try.

...Being better than everyone is more important to me than just being me.

...I don't see myself the way my husband sees me.

...After the 30 pounds lost, c25k graduation and 3 months of hard work, I feel like I haven't accomplished anything.

...I would never allow a friend or family member to downplay what they've done and yet I allow myself to go down this road so often.


So hard on myself. I know this is not the way I will feel tomorrow or maybe even later today once I get home and settle into my long awaited, much needed weekend. The snowball effect of my frustration at allowing myself to sleep in until 7am this morning has turned into a blizzard.

Someone get me some snow shoes cause I can't stay here for long....