PRNCSSGRL's Oct 2010 CalorieKing Blog
Fear of Making Goal Weight...
Sunday, October 17th 2010
Whoa, Tara!!!Fear of making goal?!?
Dont you mean Fear of NOT making goal weight?!?
Okay, seriously whos is afraid of making goal? I mean when we start this LCJ and we look down at the scale for the first time in God only knows how long and see a number like 263 screaming back at us, the first thought we usually have is Im never going to make it down to my goal weight of (insert number here). For me that number is 170. When I sat down and did what most people do when we...
How much do you weigh emotionally?
Sunday, October 10th 2010
We dont often think about that question.Were so bogged down by the physical number that we base our successes / failures on whether or not the scale is moving and forget about the weight that weighs the heaviest on us: The emotional pounds. Now Im not a therapist nor do I play one on T.V. so of course what I write about is just from my own personal experience so take it as you will but I believe the following statement to be absolutely true: If you arent willing to lose the emotion...
Changes
Wednesday, October 6th 2010
I wrote a post last week about "Confessions" and saying goodbye to Fat Tara forever. One of the comments I got really struck a chord with me. So much so I've been thinking about it almost everyday:"Goodbye fat Tara. Im not sorry we never met. Thank you for sacrificing yourself in the name of skinny, strong HAWT Tara. Youd be amazed and really proud of everything shes accomplished. *whispering* You and her will both be amazed by the places shes going, but lets keep ...
Going to church
Sunday, October 3rd 2010
Today Im going to do something I havent done in over 19 years: Im going to church. One of the things I NEVER expected to happen while on this LCJ is to discover my need to examine my spirituality. I thought Id lose some weight, run a few hundred races over the course of my new found life and be happy with all that Ive achieved.Something is missing.
I dont know what that something is but I am about to begin another portion of this journey to find out. Ive never been ...
Confessions...
Friday, October 1st 2010
I miss my fat self.How crazy of a statement is that? But I realized this morning as I was trying to pull myself out of bed at the crack ass time of 3:30a so that I could eat before going to the gym at the other crack ass time of 5:00a so that I could do my first boxing class at the third and final crack ass time of 5:30a that I am in mourning again at the loss of not having my fat self around any more.
First let me clarify: I'm talking about missing my physical fat self. My emotional ...