PRNCSSGRL's Nov 2010 CalorieKing Blog
Tuesday, November 23rd 2010
This letter is long in coming. In fact it kept me from blogging the last couple of days because I knew the next time I sat in front of this laptop it would be to hash out this letter and I have been a little apprehensive about writing something I had no idea how to start.Youre probably wondering why I even wanted to write this letter. Maybe youre wondering who in the hell gave me the idea to sit down and hash this out with you. Maybe youre just looking at this and laughing your ass o...
The toughest opponent out there...
Friday, November 19th 2010
Confession time:I'm kind of being a big baby today.
A combination of events over the past week have left me feeling angsty, emotional and just plain in a "f*ck off" kind of mood. Not just bad events either. Momentous events that should leave one feeling like a bad ass and on top of the world left me feeling confused and unsure of myself. So I'm here to just put the words down on paper (albeit virtual paper) and see where I end up.
On Wednesday I went shopping with Valer...
A lesson learned...
Sunday, November 14th 2010
Okay so check this out.I wanted to do a post about the positive things happening for me since losing weight. I can be pretty intense in my writing (really Tara?) and I wont lie; the intensity is what brings the readers to my yard. However, there is much more to this LCJ than just sweating, crying tears, having epiphanies and daily episodes of self-examination. There is more than just facing fears, trying to stay in the moment, surviving momentary freak outs and constantly thinking about ...
Wednesday, November 10th 2010
It's two o'clock in the morning.I can't sleep.
Apparently my body my mind decided it wasn't going to need much more than 2.5 hours of sleep and here I am waiting for 3:30a to arrive so I can get ready for my boxing class.
My mind won't shut down.
Let's talk about what the hell is going on in my world right now.
* I made goal weight this week: For the last 11 months I have kicked, screamed, laughed, cried, run, jumped, swam, fought, and poured gallons of sweat off my...
A tale of two...
Thursday, November 4th 2010
Two stand together.Theyve known each other their entire lives.
Only ever Separated by fear.
Brought together by that same fear.
One afraid to live the life she was meant to live.
The other afraid to open her eyes to the possibilities.
One afraid to move forward and never look back.
The other afraid to let go.
One afraid to not have the other.
The other afraid of not being needed.
They look into the eyes of the one before them.
One puts he...