RAEANNESISSON's Oct 2009 CalorieKing Blog
at that point
Friday, October 9th 2009
i'm at my weightloss point where i usually feel overly confident and soon fall off the wagon. lately i have had these incredible cravings where i just want to binge on anything and everything. i have been able to control them, but it has been hard. my jog last night was difficult because my mp3 player (which doesn't have that great of songs on it.. but it's better than nothing) kept stopping and i had to jog without it. jogging is SO mental. i stopped at least 3 times for about 20 seconds but th...ponderances.... randoms.
Tuesday, October 6th 2009
1. how do so many people get here, to read my blog, that i have never seen before on CK? I LOVE all the feedback!
2. why is running so mental? i just got home from a run around my neighborhood and i stopped dead in my tracks a couple times because i felt like i just couldn't go on... but i caught my breath right away (like my heart rate just stalled immediately) and i kept on! i SERIOUSLY need to get an ipod and fast! running is so boring!
3. why do some people call it running, and o...
motivation!
Saturday, October 3rd 2009
in the past when i got to about 180 lbs i became satisfied and stopped the weight loss. i do still believe that at 180 i look pretty damn good. however, i do want to go all the way this time! i am afraid that 140 might be "too skinny" for me... but i won't know until i get there.i am also hoping that i will be in shape and a "fit" 145 with muscle and tone. i just looked to see that i am more than halfway to my goal. i have lost about 64 pounds and i have about 49 left!...