ROCHELLE09's Mar 2009 CalorieKing Blog
We had a Relief Society Birthday Party tonight. I was asked to give a little talk / testimony. I'm not even a member of the church yet, and I've only been going since I moved to Provo, but for some reason they thought it would be good to hear from me. So I spoke in church for the first time. I was scared to death of saying the wrong thing or not saying the right thing...but what I said seemed to go over well. It was short and sweet, but I did it!
And...I ate almost half a piece of poun...
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The Middle
Jimmy Eat World
Hey,
Don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out,
Or looked down on.
Just try your best,
Try everything you can.
And don't you worry what they tell themselves
When you're away.
It just takes some time,
Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine,
Everything, everything will be alright.
Hey,
You know they're all the same.
You know you're doing better on yo...
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I had an appointment with my therapist and my dietitian today. They went well, except that I totally lied my way through my appointment with my dietitian by telling her I'd followed my meal plan exactly for the past 4-5 days. Truth is I've only done about 1/4 of it. I need to get back on track by the time I see her Thursday. I hate lying...but I was terrified of my treatment team sending me back home if I screwed up any more. I need to stop making excuses though because dishonesty isn't goi...
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There's a lot to write about but I don't really feel like writing (or thinking) right now. Maybe later.
My homework from my dietitian is to read Intuitive Eating, Chapter 7...again...for like the 100th time. Apparently she really thinks I need something out of that chapter. A couple things that I liked -
Intuitive Eating, Chapter 7
Making peace with food means allowing all foods into your eating world, so that a choice for chocolate becomes emotionally equal to the choic...
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OK, so I liked my "Screw the Scale" mantra, but I've decided to go with something slightly more positive - "Choose Life!" I love this song...
Choose Life
Big Tent Revival
A choice is set before you now
Living or dying, blessing or cursing
You know, the time has come around
To turn from your fighting
And rest in his mercy
Choose life, that you might live
The life that He gives
He gives you forever
Choose life, the way that it's true
Fro...
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