ROCHELLE09's CalorieKing Blog
Happy Easter!
Calories, calories, calories. That's all I can think about...all I EVER think about, and it's about to drive me crazy. I thought I could grant myself a few extra calories for Easter and have a cookie, but that stupid cookie has me completely freaking out. This is no way to live. I've spent all day making new plans...new spreadsheets...reorganizing everything, because that cookie ruined everything. I want to cry. I want to scream. I want to run away. I feel food in my s...
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I forgot how hard graveyard shifts were on my body. This is going to take a little bit of getting used to. But I like the job. It's pretty easy, but at the same time there's a lot to learn. There are quite a few residents...like 40...and with me working the night shift its going to take me a while to learn names, but I guess all will come in time. I'll be the only staff there at night. I'm terrified of being on my own to give out meds. The guy I was training with knew everybody and what t...
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You are Loved
Josh Groban
Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When your heart's heavy
I...I will lift it for you
Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I...I will break it for you
Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved
Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you're lost inside
I...I will be there to find you
Don't ...
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First day of work was pretty uneventful. Filled out LOTS of paperwork and watched videos on aids, patient confidentiality, and sexual harrasment. That was about it. My first REAL shift is tomorrow night...Midnight - 8am. Looking forward to it.
Went to the doctor today because I was peeing blood. Not good. Got antibiotics. Note to self...stop getting so dehydrated. Otherwise, not a bad day. Walked probably too long, then slept some because thats all I had the energy to do. Looking forward to starting work tomorrow. My goal is to keep myself healthy enough to stay employed.