ROCHELLE09's CalorieKing Blog
Saturday, March 28th 2009
Let me have the courage to believe in myselfNot only on the days when I'm doing great and nothing seems impossible
But on the days when the world looks lousy and I'm losing.
And the road ahead seems too hard;
When I wonder if I'm brave enough, smart enough,
Strong enough and I must be crazy if I try,
Don't let me quit - Let me have courage in myself.
No matter how many people discourage me, doubt me,
laugh at me, warn me, think me a fool...
Don't let me listen, let me hear ano...
Friday, March 27th 2009
MirrorBarlow Girl
Mirror, Mirror on the wall, Have I got it?
'Cause Mirror you've always told me who I am
I'm finding it's not easy to be perfect
So sorry you won't define me
Sorry you don't own me
Who are you to tell me
That I'm less than what I should be?
Who are you? Who are you?
I don't need to listen
To the list of things I should do
I won't try, I won't try
Mirror I am seeing a new reflection
I'm looking into the eyes of He who made me
And to H...
Thursday, March 26th 2009
We had a Relief Society Birthday Party tonight. I was asked to give a little talk / testimony. I'm not even a member of the church yet, and I've only been going since I moved to Provo, but for some reason they thought it would be good to hear from me. So I spoke in church for the first time. I was scared to death of saying the wrong thing or not saying the right thing...but what I said seemed to go over well. It was short and sweet, but I did it!And...I ate almost half a piece of poun...
Wednesday, March 25th 2009
The MiddleJimmy Eat World
Hey,
Don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out,
Or looked down on.
Just try your best,
Try everything you can.
And don't you worry what they tell themselves
When you're away.
It just takes some time,
Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine,
Everything, everything will be alright.
Hey,
You know they're all the same.
You know you're doing better on yo...
Tuesday, March 24th 2009
I had an appointment with my therapist and my dietitian today. They went well, except that I totally lied my way through my appointment with my dietitian by telling her I'd followed my meal plan exactly for the past 4-5 days. Truth is I've only done about 1/4 of it. I need to get back on track by the time I see her Thursday. I hate lying...but I was terrified of my treatment team sending me back home if I screwed up any more. I need to stop making excuses though because dishonesty isn't goi...Next »