Ok Ok I ate 4 brownies. I hate this time of year to lose weight. Why do I try?

This morning I had two dollars in my purse. All the way to work from the time I left the front door, all during the right on the light rail and half way through the park to the office I pondered on what I was going to do with it coffee/croissant, coffee/croissant. I just couldn't make up my mind. Well, as I was walking on this cold almost wet Wed morning I seen out of the corner of my right eye was a man sitting on the park bench alone wrapped in an old tattered sleeping bag just trying to keep warm. I stopped cold in my tracks about 10 feet past him and wrestled in my mind (holy spirit induced) whether I should give it to him. I thought what would I do. When about that time I bent down pulled my purse out of my travel bag and pulled out that only $2 I was holding on to. I walked back over to him and insisted he get coffee on me and I blessed. He said thank you mam as his skinny hands shivered and reached out for the money. For a moment I forgot about my own problems. God sent me an Angel to let me know He was watching.

Well, family life is awful. My husband (who can be a real jerk at times), got into a fight with my 16 year old son over school work. It led into physical altercation between the two and my son popped his dad in the jaw several times causing him to bleed. In my heart I was happy. You don't know some of the stuff we go through.