OK, I have been no good, absolutely no good for myself. Highly emotional weekend. Our pastor resigned making me feel insecure about myself. Also my son, wife and daughter came over two days in a row which kind of makes me uneasy. My granddaughter is very uncomfortable around me and screams and cries when I get near her. I want so much for her to run up and give me a hug without all the drama. I sometimes - no all the time think I am no good for anybody in my family.
Back at work again today. So much is expected of me and it makes me want to withdraw and reach for the candy. I have already had two mini milky ways which tasted soooo good.
I never know what to write so I am stopping for now.