Whats up with this timechange and the 80+ degree weather around here. Is a blast of a cold storm going to pull a sneaky. I sure hope not. It has stayed 70 at night in the house, no heater in use my gas/electric bill will at least start declining. That's the least to say about this $3+ on the car fuel for regular. I was just telling my daughter we can't just run around when she feels like it, her friends will have to find their own rides home at times.
I have missed church for the past 4 Sundays. I feel so dissconnected right now. I am under some sort of attack from the enemy and I can't pull myself up. It's all spiritual.
The physical is I have eaten good that past few days. My food diary may not refect that but I have used caution. I did not emotionally eat the last two days my hubby blew up at me for acting selfish (that's where I am being attacked by the enemy not him). Last night he overate after getting mad. I told myself I would eat my portion and that's just what I did. I had to do alot of self talking and praying to not go rummage through the fridge. I would have only found healthy stuff. The junk got sent home with my son on Sunday.
Why is things so crazy? Why does God allow me to go through this stuff?
Work has been good. I am getting along with the analyst this cause me so much grief. Come to find out I was actually causing the grief by not keeping organized. He even offered to help in that area if I needed it. One of the conultants got on me yesterday but it is because she had emotional problems. She took it out on me in front of another conultant. I wrote an e-mail to the boss. I hope they reprimand her. She always gets away with this.
Gotta go and get lunch ready.