Sunday, Nov 9 2008 - Difficult Times
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Overdid it on food tonight. Haven't logged it yet, but probably about 400 calories over. Still hope the scale will show under 160 tomorrow for weigh in on the Nov Challenge. We had pizza for dinner, I had 2 pcs Pizza Hut Vegi Hand Tossed Crust...wanted more, but saved room for a new recipe I tried for peach cobbler made from a cake mix with a topping of pecans and sugar. YUM. That is where the extra 400 calories came from.
Here are my numbers so far for the month:
11/1 160.2
11/2 158.4
11/3 160.2
11/4 160.0
11/5 159.8
11/6 159.4
11/7 159.8
11/8 158.6
11/9 159.0
Since I will be very happy to maintain this month...I am REALLY happy to stay under 160...I like being in the 150's again. Gives me motivation for the 140's...don't think at almost 50 years old I will go much beyond the 140s...but we will see when I get there.
Things on the home front are pretty quiet tonight. Daughter is studying...has failing grades in 5 out of 7 classes. This is the last week of this 6 weeks so she is going to have to work really hard to raise them to passing in one week. She is grounded.
Still going to therapy/nutritionist/body image class on Tuesdays for daughters eating disorder. This is sooooo hard. I want to make things all better and can't. It is like there is a bomb ticking around our house and we just wait for it to explode. The last explosion was Thursday night...can't even talk about it it was so bad...
I'm tired, need to go to bed, but our Boxer has a kidney infection and has to eat so I can give her, her antibiotic. She won't eat when my hubby is up. He doesn't like it when she drops food out of her mouth...he has scared her when he sees it on the floor, so now she won't eat around him.
I just asked him to go watch football in the bedroom so I can feed the dog.
Night all!
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by MA
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by JUSTPATTI
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I'm happy things are quiet right now. One day at a time, Vicki. Let go and let God. (All of the AA mottos - know them by heart now.
:laugh5: ~~~they are so true though.) Its been a long haul with my daughter, but things are beginning to look better, and I have to thank God - it's been his work. I would have done things differently.
:laugh5: I know you have your trust in Him and find peace in that.
:love: I will keep your family in prayer.
by BUN201