Friday, April 24th 2009
home from work, no kids. Peace.Sunday, April 19th 2009
One day I'm in the deepest depths over my sister's death, and soon I'll be in the highest highs as my brother launches to the Hubble telescope May 12th. What a contradiction. Needless to say you can guess what my biggest fear is now...Tuesday, April 14th 2009
My journey has been roughMonday, April 6th 2009
Yesterday I decided that I had to make myself just get up and go otherwise I was going to fall into a black hole. Many days in the last two weeks, I have just not left my bedroom. I went to work but was an empty shell working at about 20% effectiveness. This is so not ME. I don't believe I have gained too much weight however.. maybe 3 pounds? I'm just not going to sweat that right now. The gym called loud enough to me yesterday and I made it over there.Thursday, April 2nd 2009
I am slowly rejoining life after my sisters death. What a strange and difficult period. Everyone is so raw, and although our family is good at collaborating and sharing and being equal, we still hit some snags because we were all so shocked out.