I am slowly rejoining life after my sisters death. What a strange and difficult period. Everyone is so raw, and although our family is good at collaborating and sharing and being equal, we still hit some snags because we were all so shocked out.

I discovered yesterday that I accidentally (but happily) recorded the entire service, without realizing it. I had a little Flip video camera, HD Mino, and I put it in my purse when the service started. recorded everything. That is good because I was hardly there.. sleepwalking.

My children also had a very hard time, but their grief is subsiding a bit faster. Today I sent off the letter for the autopsy. That was hard to do. We still don't know why she died although it's a likely bet that it was an accidental drug overdose or bad combination of prescription drugs.