SUNSHINEANGEL54961's CalorieKing blog
Sunday, Mar 18 2007 - another sunshiney day in the neighborhood
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Well, Today was a good day...NOT. My diet is blown as we had dinner at my mom's and everything was higher in calories than expected. I haven't had a decent night's sleep in over two months and it is really beginning to show (I am so tired, crabby, and close to tears all the time). My disability has gotten the better of me and I cannot keep up with the housework anymore (especially when my husband leaves everything all over and now the place is out of control). So, I finally say something about it after holding it inside for so long I couldn't take it anymore, and what do I hear? "Well, start helping then"! Ok! That was the last straw for me. I am about ready to say forget it to everything. My diet, my home, my marriage....everything. Apparently I can't get anything right.
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a decade ago
Thank you for your support, wish I could get some of that at home here. I never feel like I am on the right path anymore. And apparently no one else around here thinks so either. I am sorry to sound like such a downer but I think I have just hit bottom.
by SUNSHINEANGEL54961
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a decade ago
I'm having a lot of trouble getting the weight off too. I'm only 23 and I weigh roughly 230 pounds. People always assume that I'm older because of my weight. It's also why I think I'm home alone most nights, because not many people want to spend time in public with someone overweight due to the looks, etc.
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It might help your self esteem if you go to the gym to exersice during off peak hours before 4/after 7 depending on the hours of your gym. It'll at least be less of a drag to go there.
I am certainly there with you on how you are feeling. Just know that you are starting on the right path though!
by PLADY35