Well, tomorrow is officially 3 weeks in my program and my weigh in day. I am hoping and praying for the scale to say 260 lbs. That will be my 10 lb mark. My newest goal is set for 250 lbs by 4-20. They also ask that we set up a reward for reaching a goal (something not involving food). If I hit my goal of the 20 lb mark by or before april 20th my reward is set to get my hair done (color, highlights and style) hope I can get there and also afford to do it...
I also completed 4 weeks of the CKU classes and my first test. I got 13 out of 15 correct. Yes, I got ahead of the class by a week, lol.
I am trying so hard to stay focused on the right things during this but do have my stumbling blocks along the way. It is really hard for me to feel good about myself and not strive for unrealistic goals (like looking like some of these women we see on tv or in magazines) and if I let myself think about it too much, or about doing this for anyone else (like Tony, to make him feel differently towards me) I just get really depressed and feel like I either can't do it or that even if I do, I will still look badly and no one will ever want me, etc etc etc...
Please keep these things in prayer for me.

Love, Blessings and ((((((hugs)))))))
Karla