I am feeling really down today. There is so much conflit at work. It is starting to wear on me. I am trying really hard to keep my personal feelings out of it, but I don't think my partner is. This is causing extreme trouble and I am worried that we'll end up losing my office manager who happens to be one of my closest friends. This is so dificult. I am trying to stay calm and neutral w/o hurting my friends feelings or causing anymore conflict w/ my partner. At least my husband is supportive and understanding. This has definitely affected my eating as yesterday i drank my first coke in a month. But, I only had one, which is good for a true addict like me. Too tired and too bad of a headache to write anymore today.