THEFATCHICK's Oct 2014 CalorieKing Blog
Wednesday, October 15th 2014
I saw Elle last night and I feel a bit better about the almost daily pound I've been loosing. She said it's ok, I'm still within a healthy range per month and as long as I'm eating and making my calories it's just my body dealing with the stress and I can add 50-100 calories if Im really nervous about it. i got in the stationary bike last night and OMG I pedled as if I was running away, seriously I was conscious of it and the harder and faster I pedled the more emotional I felt . The tears star...Tuesday, October 14th 2014
It's training Tuesday! I'm trying to get some normal back into my life, down another 1 lb 6 oz from yesterday, that's a little too fast lately, need to ask Elle if I should adjust my calories. I'm not sure if it's the stress or what at this point. Another blow came yesterday as I feared...weird how I sensed it and had been trying to prepare myself. Outside people connected to another involved in the situation are driving me crazy to the point it's borderline harassment. I understand they mean we...Updated
Monday, October 13th 2014
Its Monday, the optimist in me says its a new day of a new week and a new beginning but then the pessimist in me says what is coming today and what else will go to hell this week. I hate being so conflicted and the negative energy is taking its toll on me.I've been trying to look on the positive and there is one, a huge one that seriously makes everything else insignificant but I still feel the stress of the situation.
I'm hoping for a better day today.
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Sunday, October 12th 2014
I used to love Sunday's but now I wonder what new misery will creep into our lives today. I feel like life is testing me in a way that breaks me down and forces me to pick myself up, dig my heels in and prepare for the next blow which in turn I know also makes me stronger even though I dont feel it now. I feel like it's somehow preparing me for something bigger, something yet to come but having made it through this will help me make it through that but I'm so worn down, tired and broken.M...
Saturday, October 11th 2014
Today I get my sunshine even though it's raining...the grand baby is coming! Hard to believe he's going to be a year in the next few weeks. It's almost 9 months since Mom passed too and I still can't believe she's gone. I do have other news, good news in fact...my great nephew's fiancé is being induced tomorrow at 7 am, so I will be a great, great aunt in the next few days.
babies are good for melting away stress and pain. The rest of my life is like a roller coaster and in dropping we...