THEFATCHICK's CalorieKing Blog
Friday, September 26th 2014
TGIF! I'm not counting calories, I'm just trying to remember to eat. I caught myself yesterday and I allowed myself to be bad...I had a 6" whole wheat turkey and cheese sub with a lil mayo and 20 oz of water for lunch yesterday (I was on the road) and caught myself at home with two Ghiradelli 72% coco chocolate squares that I also allowed myself to have. I figured denying myself now would only lead to worse binging later. So I enjoyed my chocolate and told myself this is it, my 120 calls, 1...Wednesday, September 24th 2014
Today is not as bad as yesterday, probably because I got mad and decided to fight back. I think sometimes when life pulls the rug out from under us we tend to lay down like we were tazered or something. I am strong, I am stronger than this, I am my parents daughter and they were two of the strongest people, it's in my DNA wiring. I'm going to fight like HELL, I will not lay down, I will not wait for life to decide an outcome I will be stronger, because I have to be!My weight is starting to...
Tuesday, September 23rd 2014
Thank you for your supportive comments over the past few days it means a lot. I'm saw the GEN DR last night and I lost 10lbs over the last two weeks according to his scale but I've actually lost about 5 lbs in the past few days and this is not how I want to do it. Going back to work today and hope for a softer day.Monday, September 22nd 2014
I'm still here, haven't been tracking calories but have been at least trying to make "healthier" choices although I'm sure my calories are way under. I'm also trying to stay mindful of portion sizes, this is just the best I can do right now. I'm struggling to function, to move on, to pick up the pieces and step forward, I'm stuck and I know it's not good but I'm trying.I'm trying to find the strength I once had but I feel so broken.