TICTOC's CalorieKing Blog
Anxiety Perhaps?
Thursday, October 11th 2007
I feel weird... and a little off skelter for some reason. I was fine all day long until I came home about 8 and put the groceries away and sat on the couch. I feel like this weird butterfly feeling in my chest and throat but it is ever so faint. My mind is going a million miles per minute about all that I need to do, all that I want to do and that I have to do. I feel a little scared too. What could this be? I know I feel a little overwhelmed sometimes when I get paid. I often think- just...Today I wasn't afraid of food
Tuesday, October 9th 2007
10/9/07Today I just ate whatever I wanted to eat. I didn't worry about dieting and eating this or that and ironically enough I was actually under my calories.
I think I see a pattern... when I am "dieting" all I think about is food and what I can and can't eat. And I eat more... I think I get so dissatisfied with what I "can't" have that I eat everything else in site and then I end up getting that item too...
Today calorie wise and fat gram and everything was ...
Feeling Better
Monday, October 8th 2007
Hello Monday... and a new week... and fresh manna.thank you all for your comforting comments. It feels good and I feel better since my last blog entry.
Dear ole hubby came home on Friday and tapped on my "still locked" bedroom door and he waited- patiently- for me to open it. I wasn't going to open it. I really wasn't. No matter what scripture I had read (2 timothy 2:26 and Eph. chapter 4) I still wasn't ready to let go of my anger or feelings of hurt. But somehow I managed t...
Holding on...
Thursday, October 4th 2007
Okay so like I wasn't going to reveal this in my blog but I think I may have to if I plan on sticking with this program for the long term because it affects my weight loss.I have pretty bad marital problems that I am working so hard to overcome and get through. Divorce is not an option but things are pretty rough. When I go through things I don't eat well and if I do eat I have a hard time keeping it down. So I haven't been around much lately.
I have been upset all day... just crying ...
Prayer Works - Everything was High
Tuesday, October 2nd 2007
Okay so like I surrendered my life to the Lord back in 2003 officially... but then i fell off track with studying his word and being in his presence. So here I am in 2007 trying to commit to developing a better relationship with him instead of just walking around saying I am a Christian.Prayer is like the most difficult thing for me. Praying his Word over my life and acting upon it as well as giving him that special time so that I can be filled with his Presence in my everyday walk.
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