A.M.
Okay, today I'm going to venture to the gym. I found a list of runs for this area and there are several 5ks so I need to begin training for them. This should be interesting. My goal today is to spend 20 minutes on the treadmill, 20 on the ET, 20 on ET2. This will burn a lot of calories, but will also allow me to build my endurance and really focus on my legs aerobically today. Then it will be house cleaning. I'm not sure if Im going to my parents tonight or not. I really need to clean my van, but I also need to get everything ready for Summer's birthday party. Maybe we'll go over after school, but come home for bed.
P.M.
i am PMSing and emotional. I argued with my husband one the phone and I am massively crampy. I have had a stomach ache all flippin day and i still went and washed the stupid car. I haven't had enough to eat today and I'm also feeling that, but I'm not hungry. I don't know. I really miss my husband and am actually jealous that he gets to go out and have fun bowling and drinking with his buddies on the ship while I am doing the same old same old. Not that what I do isn't important, but I'm jealous. It's just hard. I want him to have some down time, but it sucks that all his fun gets to be done with people other than us. When he comes home we don't get to go out much and I don't really get a girls night out either. How do explain that it is needed? I don't know, it seems like a thin line. We are definitely going to Church on Sunday.