A.M.
Today is elliptical and stat bike. I'm not running. Shins are feeling it today and I don't want them to get worse. Got a decent nights sleep. Woke up once in the night and had two kids that snuck into my bed last night. Miss hubby. After my workout I'm going to focus on getting the house ready for him to come home. Today's objective is operation ready.

Man i am fighting a muncy attack right now. I already over ate chips, which I logged, but I still want to munch on someting else. Driving me crazy right now.

P.M.
Frustrated. House is not how I want it to look when hubby comes home. Had another conversation with another friend that ended well...not well. Just wierd. I feel like I can't say anything good that is going on in my life because it may depress someone. Well, you know what....I have crap days too, but I get to have good ones too. I like to share my days. Good or crap! It's not my fault that sometimes the good outweighs the crap. Maybe I'm just better at looking for the silver lining. I don't know but I'm frustrated, really frustrated. That and I can't ever get things to always come out right. I give up...I'm going to bed as soon as I get an e-mail from hubby. I'm not making sense.