I'm sitting at work, knowing that I only have 2 days after this before I never have to see my boss again and I have no motivation to actually get any work done. I feel just blah. Mike, my husband, is looking at houses in IL right now and I should be excited but I'm just blah. He is coming back down here (South Carolina) tomorrow for the weekend which I'm excited about but I look in the mirror and I feel like I look like a stuffed sausage and I honestly don't want my hubby to see me like this because I just look blah!

I wonder if cutting out meat has had a negative effect on my mood. I've been doing the vegetarian thing for about 2 weeks now and parts of me feel good but I have gained a pound this week, have no motivation to work out, and just basically feel like crap. I feel like my former lazy fat self and I do not want to go back there.

I'm worried about going to Nascar this weekend...so many temptations! Plus, Mike isn't necessarily too keen on taking up some of his beer room in the cooler with healthy, vegetarian food for me to eat. I'm sure I would look fairly rediculous sitting in the stands eating my little tupperware container of egg white salad. I'm hoping to avoid drinking while there but that doesn't always work so if nothing else, hopefully I can limit it to 2 beers per day.

Ugh, blah, that's all I have to say.