Thanks, guys. I felt quite vulnerable after I posted my last blog about the desire to purge. That felt so personal to me. Not that I haven't posted more personal, but this just felt more so. I think I felt worried I would be viewed as about to go over the edge, which is not how I feel. It was really just that moment. But your comments have been so supportive and accepting and I appreciate it as I always do.

Collin didn't have a fever last night and seemed so much better. His appetite was normal and he ate normal meals. So I let him sleep in his own bed (we sleep on the couch bed when he's sick). That was a mistake. He ed in the middle of the night again. So I had to clean up his bed, set up the couch bed and sleep out there with him. He hasn't been sick again since and still no fever. But I'm sure hesistant to put him in his own bed tonight.

My stomach still is not back to normal. I am only eating cereal and milk in the mornings. And that's pretty much all I eat all day. I had a pear last night. But I have no appetite. And I'm so thirsty, but it seems like the more water I drink, the queasier I feel. So I tried a little sprite and a little gatorade, and they only made me feel bloated.
Any advice?

I just took a shower and put on jeans that I washed the other day. I found a $5 bill in the pocket. Don't you just love when that happens?!! It goes into my pedicure fund. But my pedicure fund is getting really fat since I haven't had one since July! Isn't that sad. My feet are in horrible shape. I just can't seem to find the time when I want to get someone to watch the kids, etc., etc. I put all my spare dollars and change into that fund and it's really growing!

Well, the little one is hollering to get up from his nap. Collin is still sleeping, but not for long I guess.