I really miss CK and all my friends here. I stopped blogging for 2 reasons. One is time. Reading and respoinding to other people's blogs (which I love to do) was taking up a lot of my time and focus. Now that I'm working part time, there is less time for me to do these things.
But here is probably the big reason. I'm just tired of writing about my failures and struggles with weight loss. And I felt like I was doing that all the time. And truly, I have not had many successes since I stopped blogging and I've been struggling alot.

BUT!!!! I'm still not giving up. I keep learning what does not work for me. So I am on a journey to find what does. Not that I'm looking for a silver bullet or a magic pill. I'm not. But I"m working through alot of issues inside of myself through this journey.
I have continually sabotoaged myself so I have been figuring out why and how to overcome that.

Things with my husband have been much better. Ever since I put my foot down in August after my trip, he has been so much better. And I have been so much more assertive. So yay for me.

Well, I don't know who will read this since most of my friends have probably removed me from the "favorites" due to my inactivity. (I don't blame you. I would have done the same.)
But if you have read this, thank you for your support all this time. And I may pop in to update from time to time. Especially if I have a breakthrough. I'll report that right away!