Wednesday, February 7th 2007
I'm feeling discouraged-maybe a little depressed. I ate major junk food yesterday and miraculously and by being very careful was still under my target. So I was ready today to have a great day, and then we got a package in the mail today. It was gluten-free food that I ordered from a bakery. I came with 2 loaves of white bread, cinnamon raisin bread, and these giant cookies. Well, I made myself a ham sandwich-the first that I've had in a very long time. And then I took a bite of the chocol...Monday, February 5th 2007
I made 2 stupid choices so far today-not that I'm going to beat myself up about them. But I'm going to vent about it and then forgive myself. The first was when I was grocery shopping and they were giving out samples of Bush's chili. I had some and didn't even think about whether or not it had gluten until I went to buy it and checked the label. Sure, enough. Wheat starch. It was only about an eighth of a cup, but my stomach is gurgling and getting bloated. I'll be more careful next time....Sunday, February 4th 2007
Okay, I weighed myself twice this morning-one right after the other and got 2 different numbers. So I went and bought a new scale. Not to be obsessed or anything! But my son broke the cover on this one and my husband "fixed" it. So it may not be accurate. The new one is digital. Check-in is tomorrow.Saturday, February 3rd 2007
And I shouldn't have. I'm doing everything right and the scale says I've gained 6 pounds in only 5 days. I'm so discouraged I just want to bury myself in a huge gallon of icecream. But I won't. Today wasn't so great either though. I was careful during the day. When we went to the car show, I brought a protein bar and an orange, and then had some kettle corn that we bought. But then we were at my in-laws tonight and I was so hungry. Being on the gluten-free diet, I could only eat a limite...Friday, February 2nd 2007
I ordered gluten-free oats on the internet and my order came yesterday. So this morning I had oatmeal for breakfast. It was so wonderful. I love oatmeal and tastes even better than I remember. I just made it too sweet by adding too much brown sugar. I haven't had oatmeal since this summer, which I know isn't nearly as long as many celiacs who have gone for years without them.