Friday, January 1st 2010
so i didn't have a plan today... but i am confident that even if i did, i would have done the same... i ate whatever and i didn't log. i kind of overdid it, but i don't think i quite binged. today was my husband and my combined birthday party.Monday, November 23rd 2009
i don't know why this time my plateau is hitting me worse than before. i think it is because i have had such great success and success fuels my motivation. now, with no loss in two weeks, i am less motivated at the gym. my runs are no longer continuous and i find that i stop a lot more. i just feel so defeated. don't get me wrong, i know i have come a long way... but something inside of me is so scared that this is the end of my journey.
Friday, October 9th 2009
i'm at my weightloss point where i usually feel overly confident and soon fall off the wagon. lately i have had these incredible cravings where i just want to binge on anything and everything. i have been able to control them, but it has been hard. my jog last night was difficult because my mp3 player (which doesn't have that great of songs on it.. but it's better than nothing) kept stopping and i had to jog without it. jogging is SO mental. i stopped at least 3 times for about 20 seconds but th...Tuesday, October 6th 2009
1. how do so many people get here, to read my blog, that i have never seen before on CK? I LOVE all the feedback!Saturday, October 3rd 2009
in the past when i got to about 180 lbs i became satisfied and stopped the weight loss. i do still believe that at 180 i look pretty damn good. however, i do want to go all the way this time! i am afraid that 140 might be "too skinny" for me... but i won't know until i get there.Next »