ROCHELLE09's CalorieKing Blog
Moving
Thursday, January 7th 2010
http://rochelle-believe.blogspot.com/OK...after playing around for a while with various blog sites I have decided to move to blogspot. CK is an amazing tool for many people, but not a place I should be hanging around (as I'm trying to stop obsessing about calories so much, and a website dedicated to counting calories is a bit counterproductiv for me). Plus my membership here is up in the next month or two and I just don't have the money to keep it up. I'm sure I will be tempted to com...
Tuesday, January 5th 2010
I love Nia!!! I had so much fun last night. As an inpatient at Center for Change you get to do yoga and Nia if youre exercise approved. If you havent heard of Nia, its like dance meets martial arts meets aerobics meets free movement. When I was inpatient the first time I got to do Nia all of two times and then I got unapproved because I kept getting caught exercising illegally. Stupid eating disorder ruins everything! My second stay there I never got exercise approved because my...Monday, January 4th 2010
Today has been a good day finally, at least as far as food goes. Ive actually followed my meal plan up to this point, and I have confidence that the rest of the day will follow suit. I had a moment of irrational thoughts last night and almost bought a gym membership, which would mean taking money away from my grocery or gas fund, or having to cut out at least one night of my ED process group. Luckily my rational side found its way out before I clicked purchase on the 24 hour fitness websit...Recovered vs. Recovering vs. Eating Disordered
Sunday, January 3rd 2010
I often wonder where the line is drawn between recovered, in recovery, and eating disordered. Recovered is a little more clear cut to me. I know Im not there. But the other two I find myself contemplating a lot. Does it really matter? Probably not. But still I wonder, am I in my eating disorder, or am I in recovery, or better yet, working on recovery?I do believe ignorance is bliss. Before I entered treatment or started therapy I didnt talk to anyone about my eating disorde...
And a new decade begins...
Friday, January 1st 2010
Happy New Year! I really do love this time of year. I love the hope that starting something new brings. Its really hard for me to believe that its been 10 years since the whole Y2K thing. Sometimes it seems to me like time is standing still, but then I look up and a whole decade has passed. In 2000 I was 21, just finished my first degree, and starting out in the real world. Now Im well older (you can do the math)! I never imagined the twists and turns life would take, but they...« Previous