THEFATCHICK's CalorieKing blog
Tuesday, Jun 10 2014 - The Universe Is Always Testing Me
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Today is trainer Tuesday! Yesterday morning my allergies started up and because I had nothing else with me so I took a Benadryl
just one
but it left me groggy and feeling like a massive fog had rolled into my head. After work I skipped the gym (obviously), went home and slept for almost three hours then made dinner because I had to meet my caloric goals. Today is better but Im starting to feel like something is looming, waiting to pull the rug out from under me.
I get sick so easy since my illness in 2007, it took me out for 8 months and my immune system has never recovered. I can be taken down quickly and why I have become so germ phobic. I have a slight headache and I can feel a little pressure in my sinuses I hope its just allergies!!!
Tonight is trainer Tuesday, I can only imagine the things my trainer Elle has dreamed up for me today she definitely pushes me and keeps it interesting. I hope I have enough strength later to get through the whole session with the same amount of determination I usually do; she really works me. Im actually a little nervous about being in the gym right now, all the germs, and not being sure if this is allergies or if Im fighting something. I clean the equipment before and after each use but I cant afford to get sick again.
It seems every time I recommit to changing to a healthy lifestyle something happens within the first month that throws a wrench in it. Its usually sickness, injuring my ankles or other areas and why I hired a trainer in the first place, to prevent me from injuring myself. As it is now, Im dealing with a broken blister on my toe from a Relay for Life walk I did a few weeks ago and then irritated it again this Sunday pushing my grandson in the stroller for an hour. Im sure Im being ridiculous about the germs but I cant shake the fear of getting that sick again.
It just seems like the universe is testing me to see how badly I want this, to see if I am going to persevere I WILL I WILL NOT GIVE UP AGAIN!
You may need to fight a battle more than once to win it.
~ ~ Margaret Thatcher
I get sick so easy since my illness in 2007, it took me out for 8 months and my immune system has never recovered. I can be taken down quickly and why I have become so germ phobic. I have a slight headache and I can feel a little pressure in my sinuses I hope its just allergies!!!
Tonight is trainer Tuesday, I can only imagine the things my trainer Elle has dreamed up for me today she definitely pushes me and keeps it interesting. I hope I have enough strength later to get through the whole session with the same amount of determination I usually do; she really works me. Im actually a little nervous about being in the gym right now, all the germs, and not being sure if this is allergies or if Im fighting something. I clean the equipment before and after each use but I cant afford to get sick again.
It seems every time I recommit to changing to a healthy lifestyle something happens within the first month that throws a wrench in it. Its usually sickness, injuring my ankles or other areas and why I hired a trainer in the first place, to prevent me from injuring myself. As it is now, Im dealing with a broken blister on my toe from a Relay for Life walk I did a few weeks ago and then irritated it again this Sunday pushing my grandson in the stroller for an hour. Im sure Im being ridiculous about the germs but I cant shake the fear of getting that sick again.
It just seems like the universe is testing me to see how badly I want this, to see if I am going to persevere I WILL I WILL NOT GIVE UP AGAIN!
You may need to fight a battle more than once to win it.
~ ~ Margaret Thatcher
1 comments so far.
1.
a decade ago
thank you for reaching out to me, i'm trying really hard to take the high road when it comes to the family, so much bickering for no reason at all!
Your mom sounds like she was a very spirited person!!
i too, am trying to make this a renewed effort to get healthy get back to my workouts, i'm finally healthy again i just need to take charge! get a routine!
make some effort!
by SYDNEY