Hello! I feel so disconnected because I haven't been able to blog, just getting my thoughts out helps. Work is so rough right now, probably will be until the end of the month. I had to cancel training last night and worked until 8:30 pm a 12 1/2 hour day I can't believe I used to do that daily, I was sooo tired last night.
Today my stress levels are through the roof, deadlines, uncooperative vendors, coworkers who play stupid so they are t expected to actually do to much and I had enough! I ran away...actually I grabbed my lunch and I'm down the road at a park, in my car (windows open) eating my lunch and fending off the seagulls that have spotted my sandwich roll up and are squeaking at me.

I just needed a mental break, I bet if I didn't stay so late last night I wouldn't be so stressed out today...it's been a long time since I've been THIS stressed and I bet they go hand in hand. I wish I figured this out back then.

I am going right to the gym from work today, making a commitment and buying more training sessions with Elle tonight so I brought my stuff with me to change and go right there after work.

Well I have to go back now...I feel much better...thank you for just being here.

Have a good day!