It's training Tuesday! I'm trying to get some normal back into my life, down another 1 lb 6 oz from yesterday, that's a little too fast lately, need to ask Elle if I should adjust my calories. I'm not sure if it's the stress or what at this point. Another blow came yesterday as I feared...weird how I sensed it and had been trying to prepare myself. Outside people connected to another involved in the situation are driving me crazy to the point it's borderline harassment. I understand they mean well but holy hell leave me alone.

This weekend is the baby's 1st birthday party and I've been so preoccupied with everything else I've kinda of neglected helping my daughter the way I wanted to but she has it under control and we're focusing on that the rest of the week. I need something positive.


Have a good day.