I am so disappointed, I just spent the last 25 minutes writing my blog and the site froze and all was lost! The words and emotions were raw and flowing without thought, so fluid, so primal, so in touch and it's all gone. I don't even remember all of it, it was as if my hands were being guided by some invisible force I was typing fast and furiously, all was pouring out, my mind not even comprehending what I was writing...I was anxious to read it to see exactly what I had written and it is all gone.

One thing was evident I am being pulled inwardly, instinctively to the need for change, the need to empower myself and find purpose. That was the last thing I remember writing, I was peeling back layers and realizing things and then it was gone. So sad and disappointing I feel like there was a message there I needed to see that only by writing it and rereading it could I actually see it and it's gone. Just another trick of life I guess. This will be on my mind all day, I feel the need to unlock what I was on the verge of discovering this morning.

We'll have a good day, hope you all enjoy your Sunday.