It's saturday! The house is quiet, the Grandbaby is down for a nap, his zen CD playin softly in the background, the sunlight gently lighting the room and the wood stove creating a cozy warmth throughout the house. The cats are resting, the hum of the dryer as I do laundry and read a few pages of a book I've been trying to finish...so relaxing.

My body is so very sore today, my muscles still screaming when I move reminding me I'm alive. It's funny how I feel so much more in tune with myself lately, maybe it's the personal inventory I've been working on or the overwhelming feeling of being pulled toward some type of change. I feel like I need to do more, like both a professional and personal change is needed. Professional to fill a void of purpose and personal to improve myself, to be the best I can be for me and my family, to live upto my potential.

I'm not sure where this is leading but I have a pretty good idea of where I would like it to go and I have a few ideas, contacts, and such I may reach out to to help get a better understanding of the journey I'm thinking about taking. I need to be sure I'm not misinterpreting the signs and that I'm on the right path before I cross the bridge. I know I'm being vague and I apologize but one day I will have the courage to write out loud and it will all make sense. In the mean time I probably sound like an idiot but I'm doing some real examining of my life, every aspect and how I can improve it, me and persue my passions.

Well, the baby is stirring so I have to run now...it's playtime.