I'm stuck. I haven't been logging and found myself tempted way too much and giving in a little bit to the chocolate that comes with Halloween. Every person bought all their extra candy into work, it finally disappeared Thursday of last week but then was replaced by a chocolate bunt cake dripping with rich gnocchi!!!

Chocolate is the kryptonite to my Super Fat Chick!!! I have to battle the forces daily now, maybe because I'm closer to my goal then before, I haven't quite figured it out yet but I'm working on it...awareness is the first step. So I am aware of my weaknesses and am taking precautions to avoid them. I'm slowly getting back on track with the gym too... It's been a rough couple of months for me personally and health wise but I'm not giving up. No way no how.

I've also decided to embrace the Fat Chick as part of my past, rather than secretly look at my fat pictures; moments of me and my family, I'm going to frame them and put them up as a reminder of how far I've come. I will be proud of who I was, who I am now and the fact that I made a choice to do something about it. I was still a good, loving, caring person back then...I just didn't show the care, love and respect to myself. So I will display my fat(ER) pictures as part of my life's journey along with my present and my future moments with my family.
I have never been a picture person, there are very few pictures around my home, only some of my kids, mom and dad but that going to change soon too.

No gym tonight, instead I get to go to the dentist but Elle will be kicking my butt tomorrow and Thursday!!!

Hers a positive bit...

"When we understand how precious each moment is, we can treat each breath, each moment, as a newborn baby." ~~ Michelle McDonald

Have a good day.