I had a dream about Mom last night, I don't remember much of it but I woke us feeling like I had spent time with her, it felt real, I just wish I could remember the details ...I just really have this feeling of love; the feeling I always had in my heart whenever we were together. I can't believe she's been gone a year today, so much has happened this year, it just flew by.

I miss her so much I miss them both (mom & dad...we lost dad 1/20/99) but they are together again. The image that plays in my mind is of them young and in love, Dad taking her hand, both of them smiling, so in love, Dad pulling her close and them dancing while he sings won't you be my sweetheart to her like did almost every morning while getting their coffee. I don't know it helps me...makes it easier believing they are together like that, the way they always were. I'm smiling as I type because their love was pure joy and I guess this mental image makes my heart happy.

I have training tonight, so happy, I may be ok now but I'm sure by tonight I may be having a pity party so it's good I will be doing something to keep busy that always makes me feel better.

I'm going to replay that mental image all day...going to go now on a positive note before The neggies creep in.

I saw this and it reminded me of my parents...

"It's not enough to have lived. We should be determined to live for something. May I suggest that it be creating joy for others, sharing what we have for the betterment of personkind, bringing hope to the lost and love to the lonely." Leo Buscaglia

Have a wonderful day...hug your parents and tell them how much you love them, how much they mean to you and how much they have enriched your life.