Well I had the EEG yesterday and I'm still waitin on test results from it and the MRI that was done on Monday. I went to the office yesterday and talked with my bosses regarding going out on temporary disability, they assured me my job is secure and will be there when I return so I think I will talk to the doctor about it. I still have headaches from the time I wake up until the time I go to sleep with waves of intensity and I'm so tired still.

I don't know if the doctor will put me out on disability or not but the neurologist doesn't want me to drive until I'm on the anti-seizure meds for a few weeks and I've already been out since 5/22, the headaches are overwhelming at times, I get tired and have to nap during the day and I'm still having trouble with my memory...how could I possibly step back into that position like this? Driving between offices is part of my job and so is problem solving, the stress of it , I feel like I'm about 10 degrees to the left of normal for me. I'm not 100% on my game. I just don't know what I'm going to do.

I just want answers and to feel good agin. I see the gym across the street and it makes me sad seeing it and knowing I can't go...so depressing. My weight is holding at 179.1 and I'm trying hard not to emotionlly eat, im stuck in the house so I had my daughter go buy healthy food to stock my house and a small bag of dark chocolate squares (70 cals ea) for cravings and flavored Greek yogurts...I can't let this medical situation mess with my head and undo all that I worked so hard to do.

Fingers crossed for good news and personal strength.