I'm feeling stronger every day, but particularly today, I feel the most like myself. It's weird though because the whole experience was so surreal that as much as I want to be whole again I don't think I will ever be the same. I see everything so differently now, more in tune to what really matters, my family and yes be even more focused on my health for myself and my family.

I'm evaluating my life to see what changes I can make to reduce stress that truly would be a "choice", I feel there is an importance in seeing what options I really have to reduce stress and make a concious choice to do so. I guess I'm waking up, becoming more in tune than ever before, I appreciate everything, sounds, smells, laughter, love...I know i sound hippie dippy (what my friend Sue said I am now) but I'm not, im just so appreciative of all the little good things in my life.

Still can't go to the gym, so I'm working on the inside...but I haven't given up the fight, if anything I have more fuel for the fire now.

Have a great rest of the weekend!