Hey all!

I'm still here, just got the last Lymes test results; negative, so that leaves us with stress as the probable cause. I'm told I need to keep my stress levels down and I'm trying all sorts of things, I even went for a hot stone massage but it was so incredibly painful I just don't know if it's for me. The massuess had 15 yrs experience and said I hold stress in my shoulders and base of my neck. As she pressed down and moved outwardly toward my shoulders I felt what could only be described as the sensation of popping bubble wrap under the skin...I heard a loud snapping sound and felt a popping then release; she even went an extra 10 minutes cause I was so tense.

I'm still so tired, I'm told it could be my ant seizure medicine, I'm still struggling somewhat with my memory, I don't know what I forgot until I realize I should know it...it's very frustrating. My employer is working with me but I'm not making as much progress as I would like.

I haven't been back to the gym, not even to do the bike, I'm so tired and I'm dealing with personal $h!t again; my heart has been ripped out again and I feel like I'm gasping for air. I'm trying to keep the stress at bay buts it's more difficult. Plus, we are still dealing with Moms house, etc., that GOD for my husband...he is my rock right now. So day by day I try to do the best I can, some are better than others but I'm learning a lot about my self and working to get back to some form strength wise of the person I was before the seizure.

I believe when the time is right all will align and I will feel whole again.