Sunday, June 29th 2014
Yesterday was harder than I thought, there is still much of my moms things in the house, things I thought my sisters would have taken by now. I don't mean that in a bad way, just mom loved her knick knacks and has some decorative wall plates (she thought would be valuable) and I'm just not a knick knack person, they both are.Saturday, June 28th 2014
Today will be a hard and emotional day.Friday, June 27th 2014
Happy FRIDAY to all! As stated yesterday I scheduled all my tests; tomorrow are the spinal (Lumbar) x-ray and mammogram, Monday is the ultra sound, Wednesday is the bone density test and the following week is the consult with the Gastroenterologist to see about the colonoscopy. So its done! I feel a little relieved to have everything scheduled but Im most nervous about the spine x-ray, I do think something is wrong and Im a little worried about what it is.
Thursday, June 26th 2014
I really try to be positive now but I have some lingering negative feelings I just need to express in order to move on so welcome to my pity party.
Wednesday, June 25th 2014
Yesterday was a very weird day. The day started out great; I was excited, on track, well rested, happy and felt all around positive until one 40 minute work phone call changed my entire demeanor.
I was on the phone with a co-worker (who is also the bosss 25yr old child) who was upset about why certain customers couldnt see the current information on our website and was blaming our hosting company. I tried to explain how it all works and that it could be those particular customers brow...