This picture on my blog entry was taken last fall. I was at a Shakespeare festival doing a spinning demo. I had to send in my measurements to have it made. I didn't realize how freaking big I was until I saw the pictures. Just looking at them now makes me wince with embarrassment.....I hate posting them. But I am doing it because I need to see what I am changing. Hopefully it will give me resolve. A purpose of amendment.

Maybe it will help me with self loathing...because right now...I have some issues with that. It really doesn't serve a purpose. It just brings me down. It DOES NOT make me want to eat though....that's a good thing.