MOMO9's CalorieKing Blog
Ugh.
Monday, February 25th 2013
I admit it, I'm not too proud. I was a big, fat cheater the two weeks I was sick. Apple scones, a Little Debbie (there were two in a package but only one package so it still only counts as one) Pizza. OMG. Lots. Of. Pizza.Trust me, I'm paying for it....I was lucky not to gain but damn....first night back at the gym was
It was the first night in two weeks and the junk food binge kicked my ass.
I'm exhausted, I can't believe how two weeks makes such a difference. It was a ...
finally better
Sunday, February 17th 2013
I've been in bed for a week....with a flu that morphed into a chest/head cold and now that I'm better I still feel like I could stay in bed for another week. I'm just tired and sleepy....weak and just blah.I've not been keeping a calorie count this week but I also didn't eat very much either. I did have some snacks that weren't great choices but really I felt so crappy I just didn't care. Today is the first day back on target.
Hopefully I'll be back in the gym Tuesday...don't thi...
Sick, sick, sick
Wednesday, February 13th 2013
I caught the creeping crud going around...I am so freaking sick..it's been a very long time since I've felt this rotten.It's 5 am and my muscles and throat hurt so bad I can't sleep....I took NyQuil and all that did was make me a walking zombie.....gargled with hot salt water and Listerine and that helped for about 1 minute. Everytime I breathe in I feel like I'm breathing in fire.
Ugh. And no work outs because there is no way I can power through a workout feeling like this.
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Inspiration, motivation
Wednesday, February 6th 2013
I was just looking over the success stories here on CK. I'm looking at people who have lost or are loosing as much I have set my goal to.It helps me have an image of myself to look forward to. I really, really want to see my collar bones again, I want a flat belly and toned arms. That's what I really want to see. When I look at the people on CK who have one it, I know it's not an impossible goal.
Realizing I have a food addiction and managing it in a constructive way is the only w...
Reality
Tuesday, February 5th 2013
It's hard for me to come to terms with the fact that I can never go back to what my eating habits were before. This really, truly is forever. I cannot eat those things anymore, and it's very hard to accept.I wanted a donut so bad tonight, and I would have bought one too if I hadn't left my purse in the car. If I had my purse I would have bought three and eaten them all. I know it, and I'm ashamed of it. But there is the truth of it. I know now it's more than a will power thing. It's ...