MOMO9's CalorieKing Blog
End of week one
Thursday, January 17th 2013
Today marks the end of week one of my do-over. Do-over because I want to remind myself that I've already been here once and now because I've been so stupid I have to start over.So I lost 4 pds in a week. This is a good thing. I'm on my way. I'm trying really, really hard not to think about how far I have to go. One day at a time. A year is nothing when you've lived it. Look how fast 2012 went. This year will fly by. I can't wait to see how good I will look this time next year.
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Gym
Tuesday, January 15th 2013
I went back to the gym this week. Yesterday and today both were not to bad. Broke a sweat, had to catch my breath at the end. I don't really have any expectations, I just want to push my self to see how far I can go. I've set a goal of 45 minutes on the treadmill and 20 on the elliptical. I'm going to move up from there and see what I can do.No expectations means I'm not setting myself up for failure. This isn't a race, I have nothing to loose just by trying. Isn't that the first ...
Ugh.
Thursday, January 10th 2013
I do not want to be here. I want to go back a year ago before I quit, before I regained all that weight I lost when I worked so hard. I miss riding my bike 15+ miles a day, I miss those grueling workouts on the elliptical and the treadmill. I wish I never quit. I wish I never quit. I'm so angry for being so stupid.
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