Monday, April 20th 2009
I look back on pictures of me when I was 140 lbs... or 175 lbs... or 199 lbs... or 210 lbs... or 230 lbs... and wish that I had taken the initiative to lose the weight when I only had 10, or 35, or 50, or 60 lbs to lose... Now I have 140 lbs to lose and it seems like an insurmountable task most days.
Wednesday, April 15th 2009
A couple months I went off sugar and white processed foods cold turkey. I was starting to feel really great... Now not so much. Today I went shopping and stocked up on lots of fresh veggies and fruit, and I'm going sugar free again tomorrow. Wish me luck!Tuesday, April 14th 2009
I've been thinking about my weight over the years... Weight was a total non-issue from age 0 to 11. Around the time I started puberty I think my chubby mom started panicking cause I grew SO fast. I went from a tiny shoe size to a size 8 shoe. I went from a flat chest to a D cup size. I was 4' something and jumped up to 5'4". All in a single school year. It was a bit shocking to the system, no pun intended. I didn't know how to dress my body, and my clothes felt awkward and uncomfortable.
Saturday, April 11th 2009
Not only that, we're having our SECOND big easter dinner tomorrow night. Ugh.Friday, April 10th 2009
I decided to cancel my WW subscription, and was checking out different programs. I considered fitday, but find their food database is really limited, and always ended up coming over here to look up foods. It just made sense to end up here for good.