Nothing can explain how I feel about myself right now. Tomorrow it might change, but today I am so happy to be alive and working this program. I love the way I'm looking, the way my clothes don't fit anymore because they are too big. I love the way I can do new things and WANT to do and try new things. Before this I was so sluggy, and I made all kinds of excuses not to do stuff. It's amazing how all your excuses disappear based just on the WILL and DETERMINATION to get off your ass and do it. The realization that there is NOTHING that can stop me from reaching my goals that I cannot over come is so overwhelming. things may slow down, they may stall...but it's not going to be because I stopped trying.

No one can say to me "You can't do that." My response will be: "Oh really, just watch me now."

I can do this, I am doing this and it feels incredible. This is me. This is how I