Friday, July 22nd 2011
Finally, I think I'm coming out back into the light....this depression is so hard. I'm glad the episodes are few and far between. They used to keep me twisted up where I couldn't even breathe. Zoloft and Calorie King have saved my life. Literally. Thanks guys!Thursday, July 21st 2011
I woke up this morning and felt like utter crap. I was so depressed. I forced myself to get out of bed and get myself going. The first thing I did was weigh myself and I expected the worst, but I was so happy to discover that I have lost 5 pounds. My day, suddenly, was looking up.Wednesday, July 20th 2011
Things are getting better. I made it to the gym and did 45 minutes on the elliptical and burned 533 calories. I still came in under my calorie target so I did good. It was another good day. I really want to ride my bike but it's so hot. It's gotten up 100-110 degrees the last few days. I would be ok if I drug my lazy ass out of bed at 7 am to go...but so far that hasn't happened. I should have gone this morning but I didn't.Tuesday, July 19th 2011
I hate the way I feel right now. I haven't done anything the past week. Except eat. I have no energy. I'm tired and have a headache all the time. I've been taking my vitamins and nothing is helping me get past this wall of depression. I have to get up and do something. I have to start getting everything ready for school. The house is a mess and the laundry is to the roof. My DH just came home and found me in bed (at least I was alone). I have to move and I have to stop killing myself wi...« Previous