WHORLEDCRAZY's CalorieKing Blog
Frustration
Wednesday, June 8th 2011
My elliptical broke the other day...now my bike is broken.....It makes me so angry. I can use the gym's elliptical, but my bike is like another part of me, it's the thing that gives a little saneness to my life. Now it's broken and I am so angry and depressed.Why does everything have to break at once?
DH got wireless internet installed and the only computer is doesn't work on is.....TA-DA......mine. Of course.
I'm still stuck using my phone as a modem.
I know, I know...
support from the ones who love you, and supporting the ones you love
Tuesday, June 7th 2011
Didn't ride today, I took the kids to the pool instead. I didn't work out tonight because I went on a date with my husband. It's nice to spend time with the ones who love you...it brings the reasons why I am doing this whole journey into perspective.DH ordered the P90X program for me......and then decided he was going to do it too. How is THAT for support? It's going to be hard and grueling. It is going to be so freaking hard. It's going to kick my ass. I'm going to hate myself fo...
cry baby whiney pee pants
Monday, June 6th 2011
I whimped out on my bike ride today and over half way through I had to get DH to come get me. I was a really hot day and I had worked out at the gym for 2 hours and then rode home...but I got tired and hot and just didn't think I was gonna make it home. It was only 3 miles. I can't believe I told him to come get me.
I really hate myself for that.
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wasteful spending
Saturday, June 4th 2011
I'm not taking about money either.I'm talking about the way we "spend" our calorie limt and how important it is to be "thrifty".
I rode my bike yesterday 14.5 miles and then did a two hour workout at the gym.....I wasn't careful about how much I ate in the morning before I started out and I only at about ANYTHING I could get my hands on.
This was awful because If I had been careful to eat morel to begin with then I wouldn't have wiped out during the workout...
I did it I did it I did it I did it I did it I did it I did it !!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, May 28th 2011
I got below the 200's. I worked so hard this week.....I lost 8 pounds. I weighed this morning.....I am 195.It's taken forever and a day...but I made it.......I feel like 1/2 my battle is gone because the 200's are now a history that is never coming back.....gone gone gone gone
yippeee!!!!!!!!!! watch me
. Now for the rest of it.....75 more pounds to go. I'm having so much fun doing this, I can't possibly dread the rest of the journey....